2:07 AM Oct 31, 2012
College so overwhelming. It’s been a month into the school year. Stacks and stacks of reading and homework. I’m stuck reading tons for biology, tons from humanities. The worst part is, I’m stuck reading holy scripture for humanities, it’s just the worst. I could really care less about the actual read but the it’s hard to grasp the confusing text. Maybe it’s just my class schedule but it’s just a bit too much. I have so much I have to do and so little time. Weekends fly by as if they don’t exist. My sleeping schedule is fucked beyond belief and I’m always tired. I really have to change things around, but as if now, I’ll just have to take it. It really just blows. I haven’t seen my girlfriend in over a month, I’ve gotten so busy sometimes I don’t even have enough time to skype with her, let alone catching up with all my friends from back home. It’s gonna take a lot to adjust to it all. I’ve adjusted to calling this place my home but it’s gonna take more than that to really love it here along with all the work. The people I’ve met are great, those are really going to be the people that’ll keep me going.
It’ll get better soon I hope.